Twenty Fifteen is here and I bring you Peace

There is never a perfect year or moment to work towards peace and success. There are so many moments every day we choose otherwise. This year is a dedication to and foundation of peace in my spirituality, my home, my children and family, my relationships, my career, I desire peace in coming and going. To peacefully give of myself and sacrifice for success.

When you work hard at creating an atmosphere you must have boundaries of whats allowed or not in my peaceful environment. I feel negativity is the only aspect of breaking my barriers. As we all know, life happens, obstacles come, ends don't meet, emotions come and go, but negativity is a total control of how we decide to act or react to how life treats us. I cannot be accepting of negativity while also working so hard at creating and maintaining peace, that always throws off my balance. An unbalanced Libra is not a good look!

When life is as meaningful as it to me and all that I love I choose the best life ever to live as I feel I was put her to enjoy. I look forward to all the motivational and inspiration seeking and receiving in all aspects of my life and to learn even thru the toughest of criticisms.

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Something To Celebrate

Beep, Beep! Dont mean to toot my own horn lol, but today is the offical beginning to my last year in my 20's. I'm motivated, ready, excited and nervous all at the same time. This year brings about many opportunities to live my dream. Though its already been some tough challenges to face recently, and I'm sure they'll be others along the way, but I believe its only in preparation to what is in store as I enter into the next stage of my life. I'm leaving out the 20's and entering the 30's with a bang! Humble, motivated, inspired, and faithful are just a few. Thank you for all your birthday wishes and love!!!

Not Many Will Understand

From baby steps to the next years of her journey

So it’s been a few days since my baby girl started summer camp, she's been spoiled by ALL from day one! And I got an update from her big brother that's she's been crying a lot half way thru the day. My protective love began kicking in, I wanted to jump in my car leave work and go get my baby! As I got ready to pack up and leave the office I thought hhhhmmm I can put her back in daycare...this is too much for her right now, maybe she's just not ready. Ok now what can I tell my boss???....hmmmm I have tight deadlines too much to do in so little time at work. But well manager I have to leave and I know it's awful timing this time of the year but I have to pick up my daughter because I just got a call about her crying and. ...... we'll wait she's not sick and she's not in danger...well my daughter 4(almost 5 in August) year old is just adjusting to the next chapter in her life! She's entering kindergarten this August and I decided to place her in a summer camp with kids her age along with her big brother and many cousins! What better way to transition her into elementary school than this way.........moving on I realized that I have to help get her to the next stage not hold her back by enabling her to still be a baby. But by allowing her to grow and explore the world ahead of her. By allowing her to be creative and special in her own ways.


I want my kids to be better than me to always be open to learning and growing in positive ways. To learn how to have compassion and love for ALL, not just sympathy but empathy. To be the most outstanding individual in one anothers lives. So yes it is time for mommy to back off a bit and let her spread her little princess wings and mature into the beautiful special big girl she is becoming to be. My baby is growing and blossoming I want her to be the brightest star in the sky. So baby girl welcome to the next chapter of your life. I will and we should all always keep our children safe from harm but remember you can't always protect them against the forces of human nature and growth.

I'm going to let the sun shine, the rain come, the thunders roar and the rainbows break through. Sunrises to sunsets, every day can be different but were going get thru it as a family and community.

DREAMS OF EXCELLENCE ~~ Sarah

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release


Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known


Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own


I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete


Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Listen- Beyonce

Fantasia - Lose to Win

I had to lose to win.



-Sarah